Seer of Light, though I'd more happily be one of Space

Principally, I value big-picture clarity & top-down thinking. This is also my defining struggle. The straight path to knowledge & mastery is both impeded & aided by my usually inattentive adhd being eager to synthesize information—at least, the gist

Pattern recognition, verbal explanation... I've found myself drawn to abstract physics for years without confidence in my formulas, calculation, & application. Knowing who I am & what I want from life luckily does not take much thought. Possessing such passive observations is its own ordeal as they haunt any failure to get there. I almost envy the people flying by the seat of their pants. Almost

I accept that I tend to investigate Big Puzzles while neglecting what's immediate, but I hope that finding those answers should help others orient themselves