Just because you enjoyed something easily in the past does not mean you should go about forever expecting everything else to work exactly the same. This is not a phenomenon specific to Homestuck and the Epilogues. I would say it's an integral part of the process of growing up.

There will never be a logic that cannot be countered by your own brain. There is no perspective on earth that a person cannot find fault in. This is exactly what I'm saying. It's not a personal flaw, it's just the nature of human cognitive bias: if someone wants to disagree with something, then they will always be able to find a reason to disagree with it, and the conversation will end up going around in the same circles forever. That's certainly what feels like is happening to me, here, since your response to the last two things I've said has been pretty much reiterating the same position.

I haven't felt forced to engage with the thread; I wanted to take this as a genuine opportunity to relate to your problem and offer some truly heartfelt advice. If that feels to you like a personal harshness or an accusation on my part, that's unfortunate. But it is clear to me at least now that my own involvement in this thread is pointless, so I'll just leave you with what I've already said. I really do hope you can find a solution for you that makes you feel less joyless about the whole thing. Godspeed and good luck 🫡