how do i overcome this strange, crippling fear??

hi everyone, and happy 4/13!! today fucking ROCKS. school was PLEASANT. it was quite RELAXING. im gonna do vc later with my COOL FRIEND to celebrate. i am SO HYPED.

my problem though is that I have recently managed to initiate myself into the official Homestuck Discord, but I’m too scared to say anything! as soon as I click on the little typing bar at the bottom of my phone screen, I feel a shot of fear and panic rise through me which lasts until I click off of it.

how do i stop this lol?? please help!!