how the hell do you come up with a motive a muse of void+horrorterror fankid

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Saturday, October 4th, 2025, 1:03 AM12 days ago

exactly as the title says lol

ive been trying for years to try and come up with a good character motive for mydi (shes my fankid that was mentioned in another topic i made) and she is as elusive in motives as she is in text and is driving me insane (also i say shes part horrorterror cause she prototyped herself with one in her original session so yeah shes HELLA op but she tends to not do anything with them cause she thinks its boring)


whats set in stone for her is that she:

a) comes from a completely different session but somehow managed to enter a completely new one though TomFuckery (see: the previously mentioned topic ive made about sburb recognizing returning players


b) was able to bring another doomed session to her new one via light manipulation of another character who just killed accidentally killed someone for the first time and is Not having a good time


c) when i made her she was HEAVILY inspired by makima from chainsaw man in terms of mannerisms and idk if that helps or not but shes very subdued and would rather have people think that shes helpless than what she actually is


any and all help is HELLA appreciated cause girl you Can Not be haunting me like this i need to know what makes you tick and so far you are giving me NOTHING

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Saturday, October 4th, 2025, 4:08 PM11 days ago

I guess one line of attack is to ask how she actually feels about everything that's happened to her? Cos that's a LOT of baggage, even by Sburb player standards. I get the impression of someone who just wants things to be normal and reasonable, even though she's walking proof that it can never be again. I can imagine her being very reserved and cautious to a fault, precisely because she can wipe everying off the map if she chooses to.

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Sunday, October 5th, 2025, 4:06 AM11 days ago

re: tavroscrocker


oooooo thats a good point! i got so caught up in her being more akin to cynessa from murder drones (another big inspiration for her) or trying to "pretend to be human" because of the horrorterror prototyping that i almost forgot that shes still very much a 13-14 girl whos trying very much to survive in sburb. what an excellent way to start and sorta twist into something thats potentially harmful to the rest of the players; almost like a "i want everything to be normal again and if none of you fit the mold of what i have then im going to start my villian arc" to put it in less eloquent words

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Topic: how the hell do you come up with a motive a muse of void+horrorterror fankid