I'm intersex and have had a weird relationship with gender since I was young, I identified as NB before psycholonials but it definitely gave me a totally different point of view on my gender (and gender in general) and kinda opened my eyes about the feelings I've had. Also as someone who is masc presenting I've struggled a not insignificant amount with dysphoria relating to being seen as 'mannish' that I've been dealing with lately.