i'm a trans man and i've known for a while. i'm unable to start T right now and don't know when i'll be able to. I guess I need advice on waiting. the worst part of being trans is, all the waiting for your life to really begin and to really feel like yourself. I'm confident in my identity, but I don't really feel like my true self. how do you wait to feel like you're you? I hope this doesn't come across as me whining about my problems but I could really use some hope, as a trans teen who feels a bit scared in these uncertain times.