i think that ultimately, try as any living being might, we will never have the full picture. and it's certainly something that's frustrated me for most of my life, but i think ive come closer to a sort of peace with the fact that i'll never have all the pieces. at the very least, im confident that i am trying to perceive the world in its most "true" state it offers me, and confident that im open to when the world changes. ill never know definitely if something is a truth or a lie, but im happy to have the choice in believing either perception.

i originally had a much longer comment typed cus i like to think about things like this, but it felt like it got kinda off topic lmao