Hell no! I have lapses of memory all the fucking time, I also have genuine hallucinations (mostly at night but I have audio hallucinations randomly) so I have to constantly question myself on reality which is. Fun! (not really but it's a good exercise in dealing with bullshit) I'm also a compulsive liar so that is not only a struggle every day, it sharpens by bullshit meter to a point that it can be TOO sensitive lmfao. All that + autism means I always gotta quadruple guess myself before I start making a decision on things.