this is kinda me and i hate it so much

its like. i still engage with the fandom! i like homestuck, kind of, i make and help people make fanworks, the whole shebang. it's just that it sucks so fucking much i just can't. i want people to read and experience it because i think its probably good and i remember it being so when i first read it but like

the longer im in the fandom the more i start being like. y'know maybe the epilogues are bad. maybe everything after the ending is. i don't trust act 6 anymore. is act 5 even good? i was never too keen on act 4, what about act 1? do i even like the comic anymore??

and it's like. youre so right the IDEAS that the comic presents are very good the ideas the fandom presents are also good sometimes but my love for it is just kind of. fading away and id consider myself more of a sburb fan than a homestuck fan at this point